You are He

I was reading Psalm 71 the other morning before work and was caught off guard. I wanted to read the entire thing but when I got to verse six I couldn’t budge…I kept reading it over and over: “Upon you I have leaned from before my birth; you are he who took me from my...

Poetry & Prose

I lay in bed last night playing over and over in my head a conversation that never happened. Certainly for the better it has not existed. This conversation is the place where I rehearse all the crappy things that have happened in my life in the past 3 ½ years with an...

Dust

Ash Wednesday is a day I have been looking forward to for a while now. Since becoming an Anglican and following the church calendar I have found anticipation grows in me for days which I would have passed over without knowing millions were observing.  My first...

Man of Sorrows?

(I wrote much of this at home alone the other night this week when I really didn’t want Jeff to be gone for the night. I wanted distraction to fill my life and I the last thing I wanted to do was sit quietly and hear what was in my anxious heart. I am constantly prone...

Still. Awake.

Many a night I was found still awake after we received the news. Then he was born…still. Awake in the arms of the Lord.My empty womb now bitterly grieves, yet never without its Hope.For in His presence I am still, awake as never...

Bright Strawberry Red

Dreams are curious occurrences. Like mysterious windows that allow us to peer into something we shouldn’t know, yet they all about our own lives. There have been dreams I have had that I am relatively positive had significant meaning. Some that I have spent time...